Where have I been/ What am I doing
Varsha aka Rain
Blog :Rain musings
Date: 8/22/2012 9:38:00 AM
-sadly neglecting the blog. :(
- having inner struggles :(
- seeing a baby gal grow up to a miss little lady :)
- watching a little gals dream come true , seeing the happiness shine in her eyes :)
-fighting with low self esteem, :( and still not winning over it.
-trying to find a purpose in life :|
-lose weight and get back in shape :( :(
-scolding the little one :(
- health issues :((
-getting worse in maintaining family ties :( [ After marriage I am noticing a decline in my interactions with my paternal/maternal family]
- disillusioned :(
-understanding what love is when I wake up everyday to a small form sprawled next me and every time she utters "Amma" Inga vaye , paaren (Amma .. come here see this ). :)
I see lots of :( than :) which translates to admonishing myself for not living my life as I want or as I perceive it to be.
Hopefully will WILL myself to blog more. I need some outlet . I have so many things to tell Sanja, and want to put them down here for her (and I dont want to forget telling her so the jottings are done here).