In the hole...
Blog :My Dreamsville
Date: 8/17/2012 7:44:00 PM
I am so annoyed at the moment!
No, I don't have a reason or maybe I do but it's not good enough!
It just vexes me that I can't be there! Ugh... this sucks. Big time.
And, people may blabber that they are here to support you... but truly that's just another statement!
You have to support yourself and that's only fair!!
You know, sometimes you just want certain people to understand that they are needed during certain times without having to say it to them explicitly, you want them to be with you or at least call you for that matter... And it just perturbs you even more when they don't get it, when they fail to be there with you during those certain times...
None of them have been blessed with any kinda super powers that they would just come to know about your state of mind!
Moreover, there are good odds that they might be having a bad day themself and would be waiting for you to come and soothe them...
You know, you should never ignore the other side of the coin, not even in your worst days!
'The sweet escape' by Gwen Stefani, is what I'm listening to right now...
It reminds me of my sweet junior college days, when I didn't have a Smartphone (which means no music) and I used to be glued on to VH1 all day and this song used to be played on every hour! The first time I heard it, I hated it but then after watching it on TV so many times I ended up falling in love with it... it's still one of my best 'pep-up' songs!
I truly believe by going through a person's playlist, you can pretty much figure them out because music is the best way to express yourself (even listening to music is)...
But again, sometimes you hear some songs just for fun and not for what they mean... and that's why I conspicuously mentioned 'pretty much'.
It makes me so sad that I couldn't save me from falling again...
I wish... Why do we wish so much!