Destiny…has it call they .say!
I Smiled in my seclusion..Its not that I had never been happy …but it was...this happiness that was different that I feared losing it … .I found a friend! Well then what’s new in that I already had friends the more I thought …the more confused I became. To stop my surreal state I started feeding myself with negative thoughts explaining …May be he would be talking to a fresh new chick now! Without even half bothering whether I existed and here I was dancing in the galore that I found a friend!
Lost for the night I didn’t know when sleep seeped in …
But I woke up with anxiety, to the shouts to my mother leaving for work. I didn’t want to wake up …its this fight with feelings in the morning that you require a little more sleep that takes a toll. But then it was this sudden thought of Evan…that...I jumped abruptly to search out my laptop. It wasn’t any romantic inclination that I felt or anything but …just a thought that he was my friend! There was this strong sense of trust I had developed on him overnight. I repeated again to myself he was MY friend.
Through clouded eyes I frantically searched and looked for offlines and messages …I Scrolled down twice and finally found his messages …
U ther dear …
Buzz me wen u cum Online …J
Im waiting!
I read …re read the message two three times and fell on the bed with a thud should I...or shouldn’t I buzz him…what would he think about me …a despo…No I wasn’t One I was just a nice girl who cared about him and wanted him as my friend….was there anything wrong in that ?
Confused I scrolled down his profile to view what other messages he had …if there was some other girl who had sent him any lovey dovey message …I saw couple of hi …hellos but nothing that could make me doubt him .Hmmm…
Suddenly there was a pop up message saying “So u awake Baby”..I Was taken aback how did Evan know I was online …Oops these technologies sometimes when you don’t want any one to know …it tells the world that You are there…
Minutes before I was desperately expecting his message …On seeing him Online I compose my self ..reply back “Yeh Im Online …y is that a problem”…I didn’t want to give him any hint of that fact that the first time I talked and I fell for his appealing ways ..We talk and talk its about 11 in the morning now again I gave in to his amicable ways four complete hours and we had been talking non stop OMG I had a college to attend …………
I rush off explaining would Get back later |! He asks for my Number and I log out scared would it be just exchanging number.