It's complicated... NAH!! It's simply me. ;)
Blog :My Dreamsville
Date: 8/7/2012 11:22:00 PM
Okay so, 'moving on' turned out to be having two faces. Which way should I take up and will it be right...? I have no clue but I have finally chosen and I'm gonna stick to that... It's just too hard to give up, not because I'm scared but because somewhere in my heart I still believe that I can... I just hope that I don't disappoint me this time...
Have I mentioned before how I hate choosing!!
"Just because I'm losing
doesn't mean I'm lost
doesn't mean I'll stop
doesn't mean I'm across..." - COLDPLAY
Envy- is when you wish you were living someone else's life for that little moment...
It's not easy being yourself when you do not know who you really are....
That moment when you realize... "Seriously, what was I thinking?? I never had a shot... and somehow I'm glad that I didn't!!"
Strange isn't it, I wanted something to happen so desperately for so long but it did not happen and so somehow I just argued myself into believing that it wasn't ever meant to be and now when I get to know that it can actualize, I mean there chances of it to happen... I don't want it anymore!
So what is it?
Is it my super convincing power OR perhaps, I was never really into it, ever... You never know...
But, as of now I'm sorted about it.
Life never fails to amuse you and the antithesis is that this is the best as well as the worst part about it!
'It's raining men' by Geri Halliwell- an all time favorite!
Complication has become my way of life now and I'm totally acclimated to it.
I kinda do it myself, though subconsciously. I guess, simplicity is just not my scene... And, I am more than okay with it!