Things have not gone the way I would have like. It has been rather difficult. Today I made a decision. I have decided to continue in Amity. Even though it kinda made me cringe but then I realized, there is a pattern. Army school also kinda made me cringe when I was there, but now I miss it, so much!
I went back a few years, trying to find the old energetic, ambitious person I used to be. And I found a few things, but then I also realized, what is the use of living in the past? What I was is not as important as what I am and What I can be! And I know that I will be someone.
I have been hoping not to go back, and you know be somewhere else. But now that, That's not happening I hvae to get my Go Boots on. I mean I am not sure as to what is going to happen in a few days and whether I will be able to do what I promised myself but I think life just might be better, IF and only IF I try.
Damaged. Yes, I am. Severely. Twisted, and that to not in a creepy way, in more like the annoying way. And even though I still think I might need therapy, there is no denying that I am hardly fixable. But I hope that I am wrong.
Oh and I am also going through a terrible block. I mean, TERRIBLE! Any advice as to how to get rid of it!?
For those of who, are a little bored and had predicted a rant here is song for you folks. The Decemberists are really cool, but they tend to take time to grow on you, so I won't be surprised if you didn't like 'em. But give 'em a try anyways. I like them. =D
Random Fact: Will Smith is really hot. I have been meaning to get this fact out of my system and into the internet void. SO here it is.
Don't you agree though?