I fake a smile and they think I'm rejoicing.
I laugh and they think everything is alright.
They'll never know how I survived last night.
I've promised and I'll be trying.
No matter how worse things get, I'll be fighting.
"You have really pretty eyes and an adorable smile, you should smile more often."
Sometimes people forget that the prettiest eyes hide the darkest lies and those eyes have shed more tears than any. Same goes with the smile. The saddest person has the most amazing smile. You know when you look into certain people's eye. You'll find a weird glow. The way they glitter is just amusing sometimes. Well, at least I find it amusing but may be that's what you call "sad eyes"? I have been told that I have "sad eyes" and I have know idea what does it mean but, blah, I don't know.. You just feel like the person is sad or something has been eating them up, you know? Well, I don't really look into people's eye anymore 'cause it makes me feel like they'll know everything that I've been hiding and I'll burst into tears.
Anyways, ta-daa! I'm still alive. Breathing, smiling, laughing, jumping, dancing and singing too.. xD Just in case you are not aware of the fact that I am in college now. And I cleared my 1st semester. :) Looking forward to 2nd semester and stuffs.
P.S. That's not my hand. I'm sorry but pictures of slit wrists and stuffs kinda' fascinate me. o_O