I have never been a person who could throw affection around. I never like to impress people and I never have done that. Even if I like someone, I am just too head strong to accept it. I really never believed I was capable of falling in love or loving someone madly. You see, this ‘I never believe…..’ stuff is a myth! The moment man utters these three words trailing on to something he never plans to do, the Vaasthu Gods open their eyes and grant the wish by playing a deaf year to the ‘never’ part. And I too fell in love. I fell in love truly, madly and deeply with my husband in the year 2008 (who was back then my fiancee). Of course, the feeling was not only mutual but it kind of made me feel on the top of the world. And then I felt, I could never love anyone else as much as I love my husband. But then I was wrong. Or rather was proved wrong until this particular person entered my life last year.....
.....It was love at first sight. I had never seen a more handsome face. I had never seen more beautiful eyes! Those eyes could pull you into them. That smile could definitely kill! I do not remember when and how I fell in love with him. But all I can say is that this love was magnetic and uncontrollably powerful. It felt as though it ran in my veins, fast and deep! I felt like a mere mortal standing in front of mammoth beautiful waves of love that reverberated from this person. This person made me comprehend love in a way I never knew existed. I could drown in his eyes for eternity and his voice, his voice is something I could give anything to hear again and again. When he is upset, my heart cries and when he is happy, my heart swells up with joy. The moment I see his face, all my pain and worries would go away. Everything about him makes me fall in love with him and each time I feel like the first time I fell in love with him. His smell, his touch and his kiss could unlock the dam of love and affection in my heart in a jiffy. And now, I live for him. Not that I love my husband any less, because my husband is a part of me after all. But for this special person, there is anything I won’t hesitate doing. After all, he loves me too and with the same intensity as I do. Our bond is special after all! And more so, because it is a gift from God. And that’s when I fell in love again, again and again….
This other love of my life is none other than my adorable son, Arjun who turned exactly 7 months old on 22nd Januray this year.
"Dear son, you make my life so beautiful. Thanks for giving birth to the mother in me and thanks for everything! And this post is for you, just for you…..Love you till my last breath and thereafter! God bless…!!"