as much as i despise havin wasted 4 years of my life doin engineerin ...i don regret it ..coz of lot o reasons the most important bein i did this coz this is wat i wanted to do.. ...i have always done wat i wanted to do .... those wer beautiful days from times when we still remembered how to laugh .....-
we'd jus sit there everyday after the coll on n e one of the huge balconies on every floor in our college that overlooked the beach ..havin our beers watchin the sun set color the sky orangish purple with dusty white clouds jUst teasin ur sense of vision forcin u to think that gods an artist .(which he definately is ..n somewher deep beneath all us ..we all r too ..u jus have to let urself loose to bring tat guy out ) ..and we'd watch till the sun finally disappears behind the horizon and the moon takes over.
pullin each others leg ..makin silly jokes...hittin on gals copyin in the exams ....mimicing our teachers..life was more than jus bout competition and salary packages....
jus a year has passed
i recieved a call jus 2 days back from K.P .(..loll fun group.believe it or not i miss u guys) he is goin to africa to help his dad in business ..so he wanted to meet us all for one last time before we go ...
i was game coz well...loll i m in between switchin jobs now ( or tats wat i tell people ..coz tats the language they understand..ya ... ) so i m free..
so we get together..(which was thanks to the diwali vaccation )
I was realli excited at first .. untill i found out these weren the guys i went to college with ..these are totally diff people ...ya sure they look like my frns from college they even walk n talk like them but these rnt the same people i knew ..people have changed ...
When we sat the across the table there were jokes...sure .. but they wer reduced to a very few
ya sure there were funny comments but ....but they wer on google and steve jobs not how funnily the next door neighbours walked the other night .There wer price tags .everywher....on every idea u have ..on every food u ate on every word u spoke...
this company sells this idea
tat company came to tat college with this package bla bla bla bla package ,,bla bla bla package ,, bla bla salary bla bla bla bla
Wat package
which package ..
when package
i was like aaaaaaa shut the fukin package up.....
thier eyes r not contempt ...n tats a good thing ..the problem with tat is all the passion in thier eyes is for craving of more money n probably just to make a name for them selves ..its not for actually doin something meaningfull..and tats wher i laughed
i mean these r the guys who have goten good grades ,,gotten placements, they have earned enough money ...
n look at the irony of all these people out here on tat table ;;iIm the one whoes not at all insecure ...i who has worked for 4000 buks a month for 6 months n then quit my job this july n have been sittin idle ever since workin on a small lil project of an android app..cause tat is wat i want to do ...with no money ,,,no girlfirend and no encouragement from anywher ...
and the real reason y i laughed at this was cause its not thier falt tat they have become like this ...the ever so competitive society tat we live in demands and perhaps needs for us to to crave for money otherwise you are just a liability .....
so i laughed ..
i laughed sittin there thinkin of how times have changed once again .. and if i don break the code soon .. how even i will have to get bent ..n tat scared me ...!!1 but i laughed at it .. ha ha ha ha ha ha
y ??/ coz tats wat i do best ..!!! i still rememebr how to laugh guys...i m still smillin .!!!:))))....
i m goin to laugh ...
i m goin to die laughin ...!1 tats wat i wanna do
lets laugh guys ,,,,cause knok kncok ...
i have knocked the package down ... ha ah aha ha ha ahaha i jus made tat up ..
lets laugh .. lets create a new society ,...
a society wher people can laugh ..
and a society wher people can. live ...!
and a society wher people can.. breathe.........