Fixations… Do you have one?

Author : Ad-Mad      Blog : illuzons      Date : 10/6/2012 1:11:31 PM

'Ever since I have been here I tend to see all sorts of fixations people live their life with…!! Not that back in Mumbai people were animal hunting Stone Age homo Neanderthals… but maybe I never observed them then, which … Continue reading →'

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Am I a Cheapster???

Author : Ad-Mad      Blog : illuzons      Date : 10/1/2012 3:36:31 PM

'After a long long time, sun shone on me today and it felt super… I felt alive…!! I had never thought that I would make such a European statement someday… but there is always a first time for everything I guess…  Anyways let’s move on… because neither the sun nor the first time is important [...]'

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Psychotic jealousy….

Author : Ad-Mad      Blog : illuzons      Date : 7/15/2012 1:47:48 PM

'Just the other day I saw ‘My Best friend’s Wedding’ on HBO and while I was in awe of Julia Roberts acting through it… a line stuck out of it and caught me off guard… “ It’s amazing the clarity that comes with psychotic jealousy. ”  and I was left in my thoughts after that…. I just couldn’t register the [...]'

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Sadist in me…

Author : Ad-Mad      Blog : illuzons      Date : 7/12/2012 2:49:27 PM

'I have a part of me.. which is sadist… truly… and I see it surfacing each time I walk back from my bus stop to home… How does it feel…..when you are walking on road… and you just happen to look at a rickshaw…and then the rickshaw driver gives you a curious look and you just [...]'

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Getting on with life…

Author : Ad-Mad      Blog : illuzons      Date : 6/30/2012 4:37:20 PM

'Where new city means freedom, free will and experimenting it also means tension, concern for folks back home and helplessness at not being able to be with the family when it needs you the most…. New city offers its own challenges…!! There is challenge to find a house … challenge to reach home back in [...]'

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Off to new shores…

Author : Ad-Mad      Blog : illuzons      Date : 6/10/2012 4:47:08 AM

'One decision…and the life changed manifolds…!! I know big statement to make…but it (read life) literally changed… and it brought me almost 800 kms south of my beloved Mumbai to a hill station of 80s and corporate hub of 21st century called Bangalore…!!! Bangalore has always been a hill station of yester years… and hence [...]'

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A spark in dark…

Author : Ad-Mad      Blog : illuzons      Date : 5/7/2012 6:00:46 PM

'Don’t Judge me …………. ……………if you haven’t followed my journey………… Filed under: Random thoughts'

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Bloody Strangers…

Author : Ad-Mad      Blog : illuzons      Date : 5/5/2012 6:48:18 PM

'Tide turned… days changed….Fist opened and I held nothing… Twilight changed into night…. pitch dark outside… I wait for a sign, for a ladder, for a route But, the blood that flows through me… flows off…   True turned to false…right went wrong… Known became unknown …. Faces that I knew became faceless today… And, [...]'

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Power of Silence….

Author : Ad-Mad      Blog : illuzons      Date : 4/27/2012 2:36:59 PM

'Power of silence is infinite…. It gives time to sort out things in your head before speaking…it gives time to cool off the brain… it gives time so as to avoid acting in haste…it gives time to also look at from other’s perspective…. We all are aware of this although we may only seldom implement [...]'

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Change…

Author : Ad-Mad      Blog : illuzons      Date : 4/21/2012 6:16:53 AM

'Change… 6 letters that make up such a powerful word! Change is inevitable as I have been hearing all my life… but it would have been ideal if this change would have limited itself to only one area of my life at a time…!!!! It really doesn’t ask me, whether I am ready yet? Change… good or [...]'

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Tired….

Author : Ad-Mad      Blog : illuzons      Date : 4/21/2012 6:01:51 AM

'To do what is right or to do what I feel is right? To do what is ideal or to do what my heart wants? Why every time there is something missing? Something not quite on same page with me…? Tired… is too small a word…!!!  Filed under: Random thoughts'

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