"..what's real and what's fake.."

Author : Shriti      Blog : A naive beneath the star..      Date : 5/23/2013 8:21:00 AM

'Tangled in cluster of loud thoughts,Too perplexed to figure anything out.How can you tell, what's real and what's fake,When every memory is on the stake?Finding a way to clear my head,Keeping myself numb so that I don't cry myself to bed.For a moment every relation was in my hand,I tried to hold them but it slipped away like the sand.I let the world to stab me even when I was awake,It's not their fault, it's entirely my mistake."Taken for granted",-is something that no one ever has (...)'

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Author : Shriti      Blog : A naive beneath the star..      Date : 5/11/2013 6:26:00 AM

'You're not insane,You're just a little sad.You're not lazy,You're just a little lonely.You're not dead,You're just a little numb.You don't want to die,You just want to be loved.Yesterday was bad,But it doesn't matter,'cause you're alright,Even after knowing,Today's going to be worse.'

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Thoughts

Author : Shriti      Blog : A naive beneath the star..      Date : 5/2/2013 4:08:00 PM

'If I let out,All my thoughts,On this white sheet,I'm afraid, I'll freak you out a bit,In a way or another,You'll tip-toe around me forever.These thoughts are too loud,And also too proud,Because they make me feel miserable,And vulnerable.'

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Book Review: Tantra by Adi

Author : Shriti      Blog : A naive beneath the star..      Date : 4/29/2013 11:05:00 AM

'Title: Tantra by AdiAuthor: AdiPublisher: Apeejay Stya Publishing(2013) MRP: Rs. 195Genre- fiction, fantansy, thrillerNo of pages: 334, PaperbackBook's website: www.tantrabyadi.com Twitter: @dearadiFacebook: fb.com/DearAdiPageDo you love vampires? If you do then you must read Tantra by Adi. When I first started to read the book, I wasn't really excited but the book has been written so well that I couldn't stop reading. I'm not really into vampires but I read the book withi(...)'

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One of those nights

Author : Shriti      Blog : A naive beneath the star..      Date : 4/25/2013 6:51:00 PM

'It's okay, I guess I will be alright,Because it's just one of those nights,Where I try,Not to cry.                                    One of those nights,                                    Where I hope to take my last breath,                      &nbs(...)'

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It's been eight days.

Author : Shriti      Blog : A naive beneath the star..      Date : 4/23/2013 9:20:00 AM

'It's been eight days, Since I last spoke to him.It's been eight days, Since I last smiled, And laughed, from the bottom of my heart.It's been eight days,Since I realized, I mattered to him a lot.It's been eight days,Since I realized, I affected him more than I'd thought.It's been eight days,Since I decided I'd  smile, No matter what.It's been eight days,Since I decided I'd keep it all to myself, Even if it hurts.It's been eight days,Since(...)'

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Author : Shriti      Blog : A naive beneath the star..      Date : 4/19/2013 12:17:00 PM

'You are as good as a dead person if the only people who talks to you is your family. They talk to you and you hear and listen but when you try to talk back they can't even hear you or see you. They can't see how miserable and lonely you are.'

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She did what they wanted her to do.

Author : Shriti      Blog : A naive beneath the star..      Date : 4/18/2013 9:08:00 AM

'They asked her to let it all out. "All the feelings that hurt you, all the thoughts that make you miserable, just say it and throw them away.." She wiped her tears and said in a whimpering tone, "Alright, I will.."She took their advice because she wanted to get better. She did what they said. But, it was hard for them too. Too see so much pain and thoughts trapped inside her. Everyday, it was a new story, a new kind of bad day which never seemed to end for her or them. But more(...)'

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"Have you ever felt like it's your last day on earth.."

Author : Shriti      Blog : A naive beneath the star..      Date : 3/26/2013 6:09:00 PM

'Have you ever felt like it's your last day on earth,With all the people you love?And everything will be gone in a few minutes,And finally people will see the scars on your arms of your old cuts.They'll listen to your screams,And see your pain,But still call you names.Just one bolt from the blue to knock you down,And they won't ever see you or your unpleasing frown.It will be too late,They will still hate.It will be your end,With your own hand.You will stop seeing,You will stop feeli(...)'

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Being gay is not a choice.

Author : Shriti      Blog : A naive beneath the star..      Date : 3/25/2013 11:51:00 AM

'You know, I've known and met more gay/lesbian/bisexual/queer/transsexual people. Not in person but online. Many of them are my really good friends. And I know you would say that knowing someone from the internet is a complete different thing. To you, may be it is a different thing but to me it's not.I was 16 when I came across the word "gay" and actually understand it. There was this guy. He was of 15. We met on this site name "myYearbook" and we became friends after a couple of day(...)'

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summer night.

Author : Shriti      Blog : A naive beneath the star..      Date : 3/20/2013 5:58:00 PM

'It's summer night but I am getting chills.There are so many things that this heart feels.Of course things turned out messy and it hasn't got better yet. And everything around me is making me upset.A part of me is dying.A part of me is missing. I don't know how to feel good again. I don't know if I'll get to see the rainbow after the rain.I cannot even shed a tear 'cause I'll have to explain,everything that's 'causing this pain.The feeling of emptiness has started to c(...)'

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Someday the society will change.

Author : Shriti      Blog : A naive beneath the star..      Date : 3/10/2013 3:58:00 PM

'Keep it to yourself,And Hide,Because what you see, And the way you see it,is travesty.Seal your lips,Don't utter a word,Because every word of yoursWill start a rebellion and that too,Against you!Keep faking a smile,Don't let the frown show up on your face,Because the society is messed up,You're a different being,But you've to do everything to fit in.Your virgin eyes and ears,Had been through everything they could,But how much a person can take,And ignore the remarks they make?K(...)'

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Weightless

Author : Shriti      Blog : A naive beneath the star..      Date : 3/8/2013 5:19:00 PM

'I don't remember,I don't understand,How does it feel like to be weightless?No burden on your weak shoulders,No fear in your fragile heart.Getting everything you want,Sleeping through the night with no bad thoughts.I don't remember,I don't understand,How does it feel like to be weightless?Having a life without misery,Being anything you want to be.Smiling and laughing like you've got nothing to regret,To naive to understand society's threat.I don't remember,I don't understand,How does(...)'

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"..If only they knew.."

Author : Shriti      Blog : A naive beneath the star..      Date : 3/3/2013 1:41:00 PM

'If only they knew what it's like to be you,And how it feels to walk a few miles with sand in the shoes,May be they would stop hurting and never try bringing you down.If only they knew how fragile is your heart,And how much it aches,May be they wouldn't do anything to tear it apart.If only they knew what's inside your head,And why you stay numb and awake in your bed,May be they would stop calling you names.If only they knew what you do to ease and stop the pain,Convincing yourself th(...)'

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"She is dying every second.."

Author : Shriti      Blog : A naive beneath the star..      Date : 2/28/2013 2:00:00 PM

'The earth's spinning around;Things are falling apart,Lying is turning into art;What can she do when her lips are sealed and hands are bound?Life's taking a turn,Everything's a mess inside,A carefree person has died;All she can do is feel it as her soul starts to burn.A wild scenario making her reckless,Letting her want to be dead;How come it's so easy and not so bad?No one could see it coming, I guess.Been through almost everything way too before the end;She can't forget the things (...)'

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It was getting bad again..

Author : Shriti      Blog : A naive beneath the star..      Date : 2/16/2013 6:22:00 PM

'And finally when she felt like the past wouldn't chase her down, every single thing started reminding her of the past. It was more like the past started repeating itself. It was getting bad again. She came out of her classroom. She was the only one left inside. All of her classmates were gone. She searched her cellphone in her bag and walked down the stairs. It was a really good weather. It was thundering and in no time, it started drizzling. She felt lost in her own college ca(...)'

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Author : Shriti      Blog : A naive beneath the star..      Date : 2/13/2013 4:02:00 PM

'I scream and yell at people when I am angry or upset. And when I cannot scream or yell, I start crying, like right now.. I expect a lot from the people I trust. I expect them to at least understand me when no one else does. I am the kind of person who can find a thousand reason to kill oneself but can't find a single one to live. I easily feel sad and miserable. Sometimes, I don't want to feel that way so I try seeking help but when I do want to feel the pain, I ruin myself in (...)'

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A long sad story

Author : Shriti      Blog : A naive beneath the star..      Date : 2/9/2013 5:51:00 PM

'Not sure if I am glad or just sad that You didn't notice I was upset.I wore a disguise for too long thatIt started to itch and suffocate.Some days I just want to isolate, And try to locate,All the broken pieces.Some days I just want to be saved,Loved and protected.Days passed, memories faded,But the pain remained.Why it doesn't get any better,Why the dead never left a note or letter?I see things, I understand them,I keep quiet and never talk about them.There is so much unu(...)'

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Author : Shriti      Blog : A naive beneath the star..      Date : 2/5/2013 3:59:00 PM

'Every single thought, every single feeling and every single word is safer and harmless inside you. You hurt no one and no one hurts you. You just keep it all inside you.'

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Oh na na, what's the day?

Author : Shriti      Blog : A naive beneath the star..      Date : 2/2/2013 6:30:00 PM

'Guess what's the day? :'D IT'S NIDA'S BIRTHDAYYYYY!! AND IT'S PARTY TIME. Nida is one of the most amazing girl and you should know that. She is funny, she is adorable, she is crazy and she is epic. Okay, now you all be nice and friendly and drop a message to my lovely friend. c':Dear Nida,First of all, a very HAPPY BIRTHDAY to you. I love you. I wish if I could do something more than just  typing this for you. Like send you a present or something. You know what, Nida? You are o(...)'

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