Author : *orange plum*      Blog : POINT BLANK.      Date : 4/14/2013 4:14:00 PM

'"Na mili mujhe tum sitaron mein Na hi pardesi guitaron meinDhoonda bhi toh dhoonda tujhe doosron ki baahon mein.Naa ki benaras ki raahon mein.Na hi banjar sadkon, na fuvaron mein Milne ki shayad kismat na hai hamari;Kahan tum udti ho baadalon mein...Kahan hum sharaabi, gawaaron mein."Thank you, you.'

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Dream Job.

Author : *orange plum*      Blog : POINT BLANK.      Date : 4/12/2013 2:23:00 PM

'If I could have any job in this whole wide world it would be that of Band Manager.Of course, I know nothing about any kind of music. But it's a 'dream job' situation so we can easily ignore the insignificant technicalities. Because if there's something you need to have more than knowledge of music to be in a band, it is a big ass van! We'll have a cool van that we'll travel the world in. It would have the most spectacular graffiti  on it that I'd get an old friend's ugly e(...)'

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Back.

Author : *orange plum*      Blog : POINT BLANK.      Date : 4/6/2013 8:38:00 AM

'I don't even recognize myself anymore.'

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Issues.

Author : *orange plum*      Blog : POINT BLANK.      Date : 3/9/2013 7:57:00 PM

'"Why won't you just dance at the show, man?""Bleh..""You're so good. You come for all practices. You know the entire routine. Why won't you?""I don't know.. I come because I want to these days and it's fun. But what if one day I don't feeel like coming for practice?""What if you do?""I might. But I might not too, right?""Your commitment issues are more serious than I thought""..."It's funny when life presents you with relevant metaphors sneakily.'

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This Post.

Author : *orange plum*      Blog : POINT BLANK.      Date : 1/29/2013 1:57:00 PM

'I'm probably 27 days too late to be doing a new year post. So I won't. This is not a new year post. This is a 'new year, same old shit' post.This is a post that'd get me back to blogging, hopefully.You're not wronged. Oh no, sir.Between the sheets with people with their soft skin pressing against yours. Their warm breath fell on your cold face. You spoke about starry nights and winter mornings. You joked about ending up together. Of course, you didn't believe it or anythin(...)'

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Let's Do It.

Author : *orange plum*      Blog : POINT BLANK.      Date : 12/18/2012 7:45:00 AM

'Let's do it? Let's do it. Why? What's so funny?It's nothing you've not seen before. It's nothing we haven't done before. Then why can't we do it right now because I want to? Why does it have to be such a secret?Oh of courseWe can only do it when the lights are out, when the neighbours are quiet, when the dog is fucking asleep! I am your dirty little secret I could tarnish that little 'perfect boyfriend' image you have going on for youNo going (...)'

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Sudden Realization #6

Author : *orange plum*      Blog : POINT BLANK.      Date : 12/5/2012 7:05:00 PM

''Tip Tip Barsa Paani' song video makes me horny sometimes.Like, right now.'

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Fucking Up.

Author : *orange plum*      Blog : POINT BLANK.      Date : 11/29/2012 6:50:00 PM

'What is it about fucking up that makes it so easy? We all do it almost out of habit. At one moment, we have all that we thought we wanted. Even if it isn't, it's satisfactory. It gives us happiness. And then what do we do? We go ahead and fuck it up. We fuck it up really bad.Of course, we always want everything we do in life should be just like in the movies. Only there aren't any retakes in real life just like in the movies. You can't undo in life, man! And what a tragedy(...)'

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This Is Where You and I Meet.

Author : *orange plum*      Blog : POINT BLANK.      Date : 11/29/2012 1:38:00 PM

'Change is a constant. And so is sorrow.This is me.Same blog, different url.I missed you, oh anonymity.'

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Sudden Realization # 6

Author : *orange plum*      Blog : POINT BLANK.      Date : 11/27/2012 4:21:00 PM

'I don't think I can ever have the patience to be with someone who does not understand my relationship with alcohol.Life is hard enough anyway.'

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GOING Going gone...

Author : *orange plum*      Blog : POINT BLANK.      Date : 11/18/2012 2:58:00 PM

'Best Friend : How come your blog doesn't have a post of your homecoming? Is it now only reserved for men and alcohol?___________________________________________________________HaHaHa... that. Also, I didn't have internet access on my last day in Bombay and this week in Delhi has been beautifully busy. I'm leaving tomorrow morning after a very very eventful and an extremely fulfilling week in Delhi. To add to the drama  in my life that has notched up since the time I set foot in(...)'

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Mr. Butterfly.

Author : *orange plum*      Blog : POINT BLANK.      Date : 10/29/2012 6:26:00 PM

'There's a butterfly in my tummy, it seemsHe's being a little crazyNo one knows what's in his headThat crazy little thingHe tells me of some sweet dreamsDreams that seem better than realityDreams woven out of stardustBut I can't go any further I thinkAs I tiptoe across unknown pathsI can hear some song d'amourI listen to it carelessly; I also hear a storyI don't know how the story beginsOr how it endsI may soon be becoming someone else's personFor a season only perhaps Or perhap(...)'

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Sing Song.

Author : *orange plum*      Blog : POINT BLANK.      Date : 10/27/2012 6:50:00 PM

'It was 2010  I remember, when you fell in love with me.It was 2010 I remember, when I was madly in love with someone else.It was 2010 I remember, Delhi was shining in one of its glorious winters.It was 2010 I remember, when we'd get stoned at eight in the morning.It was 2010 I remember, when I heard you play your guitar.It was 2010 I remember, when you sung me 'Love Me Tender'.It was 2010 I remember, when I couldn't stop smiling.It was 2010 I remember, when I actually contempla(...)'

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Author : *orange plum*      Blog : POINT BLANK.      Date : 10/19/2012 4:08:00 AM

'Guess who's birthday it is today???? :D D: D: D :D :D :D*jumps up and down and shakes her booty*'

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Rendezvous.

Author : *orange plum*      Blog : POINT BLANK.      Date : 10/6/2012 8:30:00 AM

'So you go to your terraceFor your post dinner smokeAnd you're startled to see thereNot one, but two blokesThen one things leads to anotherSomehow you all end up drunkSome laughs, flirting, stupiditiesBut no one's touching your junkYou go back home so happySmiling like a fucking foolThinking, for only a second,That not each man is a toolYou  remember their namesYou vaguely remember their faces tooBut what a fun night it wasWhat a great rendezvousHow are there so m(...)'

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iQuit?

Author : *orange plum*      Blog : POINT BLANK.      Date : 10/3/2012 6:35:00 AM

'I love smoking, I do. But do I need it? Perhaps not. Apart from the very rare bouts of  'need to smoke because I ate too much' or 'i'd smoke instead, lest I say something horrible to you because you are ugly', I never really need it I believe. Except, for when I am being faaaabulouuuss (for want of a better word). Look at any black and white movie, everyone is smoking. Smoking is glamourous and I'd like to believe I'm a fairly glamourous person. Could that night at the balcony (...)'

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Author : *orange plum*      Blog : POINT BLANK.      Date : 9/23/2012 3:43:00 AM

'You get twenty five whole years to ''grow up',' and I get just two decades. It hardly seems fair.'

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Honesty.

Author : *orange plum*      Blog : POINT BLANK.      Date : 9/21/2012 5:07:00 AM

'It's funny how nobody else thinks honesty is selfish. If I screw up real  bad, then being honest about it is going to free me off the guilt.. clear my conscience... the works. However, it is going to hurt everyone else involved. I am trying to protect them by nor revealing the truth. I've always been on my high 'i-never-lie' horse when in fact I've often held back. They say it's equally bad.All I'm saying is that having people close to you bear the brunt of your (...)'

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Holding Hands and Other Redundancies.

Author : *orange plum*      Blog : POINT BLANK.      Date : 9/6/2012 5:46:00 PM

'The sudden hugs from the back when she is pretending to sulk about something silly he said. The 2am 'I think I miss you' call, when in fact they hung up at 1am. His sudden disappearing for a few hours just to tease her. And sometimes just the sitting together quietly with his arm in hers. Setting the sun by the lake. Then making the moon appear at night. The wandering through Mumbai streets at the heart of midnight. The speechless listening. The having his breath drop on her ears. H(...)'

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Sudden Realization # 72

Author : *orange plum*      Blog : POINT BLANK.      Date : 8/30/2012 6:36:00 PM

'The thing about always doing whatever the fuck you believe in regardless of what they told you is that you can't quit.Even when that's all you may want to do.'

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